I love you.
I've never dared to utter those words out loud. For all my life, I've been keeping the feelings to myself and only shared it with my trusted family and best friends, never dared to confess to the person I love. It saved me once though, saving myself from the embarrassment of confessing to someone who was soon to be married to someone else. Holding myself back is easy, letting myself loose is hard. Too scared of the consequences. Too scared with the "what ifs". Too scared of being in the dark pit again. But I long for the day that I can love someone without worrying whether it's requited or not. If yes, I'll be the happiest person in planet, if not, move on and face life with a smile. To never holding back. Should I do that? Love, Runi.